HOMECOMING WEEKEND.... im goin to homecoming with samantha since my last 3 homecomings were shitty....plus brandos birthday is this weekend so he will be in d-town partying it up with me and sam.

-josh-

Josh really isn't into this whole xanga thing *haha* so i'll update for him AGAIN... <333 Well, this weekend was REALLY fun... We spent ALOT of time together and i LOVED it! he truely is a blessing in my life ... i know that like i always say how much i love him but i mean i CAN'T HELP IT! *I DO*

Oh Brando comes home this weekend and Josh is MAJOR EXCITED!!! He graduates on FRIDAY but doesn't come home till' SATURDAY around 9 pm. Yeah we both are ready to see him! He's lost 30 lbs. I KNOW that's alot but i mean he's been workin' his ass off for 3 months!

 

 i just love the "CRAP" outta him... haha

Chillin' at his house

HE LOVES LOVES ME!

ME ... josh's HAWT GIRLFRIEND future WIFE

KiSSY KiSSY SHh....

One HAPPY family! <333

Have a GREAT week ...

<3 sam

For MORE PICTURES go to my xanga and under the heading theres a link :o)

Miss. Josh Large Speaking...

Ok... i haven't really WROTE in here in a long time! and ok...i absolutly LOVE HIM... im totally head over heels in love with him <333 i think about that boy EVERY second no matter wat i doing! He makes me feel like nothing else matters in the world because im so special... but really wat he doesn't know is that nothing does matter when im with him i CRAZY about him...  We've been through alot this past year and yes i said YEAR! we've been datin for 10 months and day <333 *haha* and i've been dreaming about him for 12 yrs. ever since i knew that i would be a "grown up" and actually be married myself one day! He's the MAN of my dreams and the man i wish and pray one day will be my husband and i know that sounds CRAZY but i am 18 and yeah you date a couple years and like i wanna get married around 21 22 and umm yep PERFECT! i'm in love with and his family i just am so lucky...

i love you josh and i can't wait to spend my life with you ....

thank you for being my everything!

November 1, 2005 this is the day that me and Samantha have been going out for 10 months

Samantha baby where do I even start, the very first time I meet you at the vika lunch in…and you said hello to me I was stunded and didn’t know what to say back…right that second I seen you in my life in the future...Im so thankful that we have made it this far...we have been through so much crap that its not even funny but we stuck it out and worked things out because this is TRUE LOVE and you are MY FIRST TRUE LOVE.....i love you baby and Happy Anniversary

One word, that's all you said
Somethin' in your voice caused me to turn my head.
Your smile, just captured me
And you were in my future as far as I could see
And I don't know how it happened, but it happened still
You asked me if I love you, if I always will

Well you, had me from "Hello"
I felt love start to grow
The moment that I looked into your eyes, you won me
It was over from the start
You completely stole my heart
And now you won't let go
I never even had a chance you know
You had me from "Hello"

Inside, I built the walls
So high around my heart, I thought I'd never fall
One touch, you brought it down
The bricks of my defenses scattered on the ground
And I swore to me I wasn't gonna love again
The last time was the last time, I let someone in

But you, had me from "Hello"
I felt love start to grow
The moment that I looked into your eyes, you won me
It was over from the start
You completely stole my heart
And now you won't let go
I never even had the chance you know
You had me from "Hello"

That's all you said
Somethin' in your voice caused me to, turn my head
You had me from "Hello"
You had me from "Hello"
Girl I've loved you from "Hello"

HAPPY 10 MONTHS... i love you with all my heart and i can't wait till' our year! muah love you love you love you love you love you love you!